My life begins to be busy!

Getting more and more tasks to do now..
It's a good thing cause i can learn a lot through those works, i don't want be a fool that don't know anything
Sometimes i will ask myself, "is that what i want actually?"
ermmm it might be? cause never try never know
although i'm not really like to social with those peoples that i don't know, but i will try to change!
I want be a person than stronger than u, i'm not a small little girl anymore
even though i wish i still is, but i have to move forward and improve myself day to day
That's life! no one can help u on everything but only U
I wish i manage to handle all the tasks that given cause i really super duper junior on it:(
n one more thing is: "i wanna improve my english!!!!" 
my english is damn sucks, haix i should learn hard when i was in primary and secondary school:(
now everything stuck on english only cause all of their english are super duper cuper "geng"!
cause they all are english educated (banana) lol
good luck for the upcoming events and i know i can handle it!:)


*special thanks to YOU that always provided all the information that i need ♥

The Fairytale (童話)

When i listen back to this song, it reminds me on someone. 
do u still remember? u are the one that sing this song to me when i was crying..
u were like get shock cause i suddenly cry in front of u
then suddenly u started to sing 
although ur singing was not properly cause u were english educated (banana)
but i feel so sweet and warm cause this was the first time someone sing a song to me
i still remember till now..thanks

失眠的夜晚

这应该不是第一次失眠吧。。
以前的我总会在床上翻滚一直到睡着为止
可是不知为什么这次却失效了
是因为你吗？为何我满脑子装的都是你？
可以请你暂时离开吗？
我不明白为什么当初你硬把我拉进你的生活
可当我习惯了你的存在，习惯了你的好，习惯了你的唠叨，你的一切一切
你却硬生生地吧它给毁灭
是报复吗？恨我之前对你所做的一切？
真的是这样吗？我真的不明白。。
朋友与男女朋友之间是不一样的
别再跟我说那些有的没的，你的承诺与信任早已不存在了
又或许我根本就不应该做那个决定，至少大家对会好过一点
不要在想我们还能像以前那样做回好朋友，至少对于我来说是不可能的
也不要再妄想我会再给你机会，在我的字典里是没有“第二次”的存在
错过就是错过了，永远都不可能会有第二次的机会
这就是我的原则！
别说我无情，因为是你逼我作出这个选择的
如果不是到了忍无可忍的地步我是不会这样做的。。

我是谁？

有些事情错过了就不能再回头
不管怎样不舍  事情总要有个了断
我不喜欢拖拖拉拉的感觉
要就要  不要就不要
虽然做这个决定心会很痛
但总比大家一直躲避而不想去面对和解决来的好
虽然有很多事情都是过后才知道真相
但又能怎样? 我已经累了  不想再去烦这些无谓的事情了
如果你真的珍惜的话当初就不会酱对我
我想这种游戏还是不适合我去玩，我还是做回原本的我比较好
可是我真的能找回自我吗？
原本的我又是个怎样的人呢？

搞笑？

爱笑的女生？

迷糊？

能干？

其实我并不是你想象中那么坚强而已。。。